F a d e I n t o Y o u

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Hey peeps.

Sorry for not updating yesterday, was trying to update in the college,

But the computer was being such a bitch that I posted short notes in Facebook,

Trust me, blog is much more interesting

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I had the most amazing time with my baby today,

As usual, I meet him up for training at 3.30pm,

Initially it was nothing much between us, not much conversation,

But baby still smiled at whatever I do, men, baby never stop smiling since the first time we trained!!!

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And then he asked me to do this exercise on this half-ball like equipment,

I had to practically crawl like a tortoise while doing push up , and I said I look like tortoise,

And he can’t stop calling me tortoise the whole day!!!!!

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He was joking a lot with me, from banging head against the wall to bursting the ball like equipment like so wthell,

He made me laughed so much that I had to stop doing those exercises.

I asked him out for dinner, and made it sound like a random one,

And he didn’t reject straight away, he said ,

“How can I go wor? I have so many appointments from 3.30pm-9.30pm :(“

Trust me, it doesn’t look like I’m asking him out for a date as I told him like last minute haha!

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We were joking so much and I was shocked at what happened after,

As he is constantly labeled as one of the very serious trainer,

And trust me when you see him you will think so too,

Usually he won’t go near you after training if you continue exercise on your own,

But like Zomfg, I was on the phone while exercising alone and he came to me,

And he asked me not to talk on the phone and to exercise,

And he came right beside me and chat with me!!!!!

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I was super duper happy, of course, it’s something rare!!!!
And we fooled around as usual, and I was laughing so hard than ever!!!!

He talked bout his body and how perfect his muscle are compared to others,

And labeled himself as the most wanted personal trainer and when I said he’s so arrogant he was like,

“Who, who???” and turned around, haha!!!!
He was so fucking cute let me tell you!!!
I think he’s more comfortable with me now

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My baby, I love my baby
I can somehow see a future for us, IDK, hopefully I’m right.

He’s not like Darren; he came and stood in front of me in the train after standing 5 seconds opposite me,

Where else Darren will just stand opposite throughout the ride,

He look at what I’m holding and he look at me when I sleep for 10 seconds,

Where else Darren never do that.

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He approach me and talk to me and fooled with me, but not Darren.

When I leave the gym I purposely bump into him,

And I stick out my tongue at him and he nodded, haha, how cute!!!!!!

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Hey people, let me start off by saying that I’m extremely happy while writing this!!!
I couldn’t wait to tell you guys tomorrow, haha!!!!

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Yes, not only I went for training with my baby,

I WENT HOME WITH HIM TOO BY TRAIN!!!!
He was super cute throughout the training,

Telling and joking with me this and that, and his very favorite word, FIT, haha!!!

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We chat about so many stuff, with him copycat-ing me on what I said about him, like so darn cute!!

Let me tell you, he can’t be any sweeter than tonight, he was so sweet that I wanna tell him how much I like him!!!

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So yeah, finished our session and he leaned against the wall and talked to me like oh-so-cute,

And off I went for shower and when I went down I saw my baby walking down towards the train station,

I was like, ZOMFG!!!!!

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I rushed down and walked pass him down the stairs acting like I didn’t see him,

And god darn it the train was there when I don’t want it to be, I was having doubts whether to board it or not,

As I did not see my baby but I was like, heck maybe I should board it and the door closed!!!

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And of course, I missed it on purpose and I was standing there waiting for him and I did not see him,

Until I saw him walking down, with his gorgeous body

He walked towards me and I was really happy,

And I teased him for being so slow when I thought that he’s already gone back.

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He initially stood opposite me in the train, but he came closer to me and I was so darn happy,

We talked and talked, about this and that,

And I snoozed off for like 10 seconds,

And somehow, I can feel him looking at me, and I was right J

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Baby, he was so sweet!!!!!

I guess I will write in detail on what’s happened tonight,

As I’m kinda tired now, haha.

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Anyway, I’m just darn glad,

And hopefully, I’ll never have to face any heartbreak

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Morning peeps J

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I’ve decided to move on with my life without Darren,

Yes, I’m missing him more each day,

But to continue missing him is something stupid, IMO,

I travel to college now with mum sending me to the train station, with Poppy,

And I’ve stopped taking bus just to see Darren,

IDK why am I doing this,

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Maybe it’s just me, trying to run away from the truth,

But whatever, I don’t wanna continue torturing myself,

Having to feel the disappointment early in the morning when I don’t see him.

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Currently listening to “Breakfast in NYC” by Oppenheimer,

Trust me; it’s a must-listen to

I’m seeing my baby tonight, around 8.30pm, haha,

Yeah I know it’s kinda late, but heck, who cares when you get to see the one you like?

I’m wondering if we can take the train back together, and yes,

He travels to work by the train as he doesn’t wanna get stuck in the jam,

His station is just like 2 stations away from mine

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It’s kinda weird calling him my baby,

As he has this huge, hot body that can just blow me off my feet easily,

And his age and baby?
I think it’s really weird, haha!

But heck, who cares??

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I’m really loving life right now, mom told me that we can go to
Singapore every week when everything’s stable there in the resort

And speaking of resort, sis and me are so looking forward to those free beachside games,

Bwahahaha,

Don’t ask me how, just that we have the access to lotsa free games when everything’s settled J

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Owh, and did I mentioned that I’ve got myself like, 2 more tortoise??
Haha, hell yeah, thanks to Kelly version1.1, she encouraged me to go for it, LOL!!!

And I brought those cuties all the way to the gym, with Edison looking after them!!
Haha, I’m not joking, he was my tortoise’s nanny of the day!!!
And he even played with them, and took them around, how cute right?!!

And I’m thinking of naming the male one after him, Bwahahahaah!!!!!

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I miss Edison, I wanna see him like oh-so-desperately, haha!!!
Till then, have a great day peeps!!!

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I’m loving all my fortune cookies at Facebook!!

Incase you’re not well informed, I’m like, 24/7  active in Facebook now, haha!!

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And that day I just randomly clicked on a fortune cookie and Zomfg, it was so fucking true!!!!
It hit me right in the point and I was so shocked!!!
And I can’t get enough of Fortune Cookie since, haha!!!

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And my favorite prediction?
“You’ll be together with the men of your dreams”

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Trust me, I was in a good mood all day long after that quote, haha!!!!
And if u haven’t open one, I suggest that you do that, NOW!!!

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J

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Hello everyone!!!!!

Sorry for abandoning my blog like,, for a zillion years,

I’ve barely enough time during training as I hop to the gym either before or after work, so yeah.

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I was  always hunting for
Edison in the gym when I trained with Don,

As I think that he looked kinda cute to me,

Although he’s like, old, like, almost 30???

FYI, he’s not even 30 alright!!!!!!!!!!

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Haha don’t mind that, Anywhoo, just to update all of you, incase you missed out J

I’ve fired Don, as mentioned previously as she was always giving me shit excuses last minute and cancels our training,

Even on my off days when I go to the gym purposely to train with her, so yeah.

I thought that I was mean by doing so, but apparently not, as Neil advised me to do so too,

Since I’ve paid so much and he recommended Edison
*Evil winks*

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So yeah, Edison contacted me when I was arranging all the jams for morning service, haha,

FYI, I was at Mandarin Club Lounge for Front Office, basically more like F n B stuff and Buffet Service.

His voice was haha, IDK how to describe it,

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But everything is like, so good between us now,

It’s been like, a month since I’ve trained with him,

Professional and Caring J

I love him so, haha.

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And did I mention bout his body, it’s like, ZOMFG, imagine if we were to have sex *Ahem*,

I bet it will be so much better than those romance novel, haha!
Pardonne moi, for my censored thoughts, haha!

Life’s great now, back to college and all those stuff,

So yeah.

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I’ve renewed my contract with my baby Edison J
Means I will be training with him until like, next year ;D

He’s getting really comfortable with me now, he dares to take my phone and see and all those stuff now,

Glad

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So yeah, I’m buying more stuff than usual,

Sadly, I still can’t get over my spending habit, esp. on Cosmetics , Boo me!!!!!

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I guess that’s for now,

I really have no idea what to talk about,

As if I’m gonna talk, this post will be like zillion pages long,

So yeah, shall keep you guys updated.

Till then, have a great weekend!!! J

Edison

*Coming down, Coming down,

Spin around, spin around,

Looking at myself,

Sober*

-Pink

Hey peeps.

I’m so sorry that I unable to update my blog so frequently as usual.

Deeply regret that.

I do admit, that I DO switch on my lappie everyday,

Just to check my Facebook.

Yes people, Finally, I’m the Last person on earth to have a Facebook account.

Do add me up, yeah??

I think I ain’t gonna post up like, what’s happened over the week,

If there’s nothing special, so yeah.

Excuse me for that, ‘cause I’m darn tired everyday,

And I don’t think I wanna refresh myself back, yeah?

Everything’s same and slow here, as usual.

Other than the fact that I’ve spent more than usual again this week,

Spent almost 1k at MAC again,

Buying their latest Color Craft collection,

Let me tell you, it’s darn gorgeous!!!!

And heck, my lip storage is currently out of place already,

It’s so fully packed that I can’t even insert in more lip stuff,

Fuck, I’ve bought like, more than 10 lip gloss from MAC this week

I’m totally excited when I see all those colors that I can go orgasm,

But, uh-huh, yeah when I’m out of money, I can just cry

Met up with Hey for dinner at Pavilion,

And bumped into the oh-so-cute Neil in the gym.

Gosh, how I wish that he can just hug me with his tattoo-ed arm.

How cute!!!!!

Nothing much, or exciting, yeah.

Facebook!!
Add me up, till then.

Oh yeah, it’s gonna be my last week in kitchen this week,

I’m kinda happy that I need not spend my time looking at some fucker’s face,

But I’m sad that I’m gonna leave all those peeps  behind,

After mixing with them for so long!!

Speaking of kitchen, I bloody burned my hand yesterday,

My middle finger and thumb, bloody hell.

The skin in puffing up right now, hell yeah.

It was so painful that I wanted to cry out yesterday,

And all I did was to soak my finger in ice, bloody hell,

Nobody even bother, well, I guess that’s life,

FYI, it was at Cascade :/

And fucking beef burger made me burned my hand,

FUCK YOU BEEF BURGER!
I HATE YOU BEEF BURGER!
SCREW YOU TO HELL!!!!

Updates coming soon,

Do bear with me if I didn’t post anything up soon,

I’ve actually been forcing myself to update my blog at least once a week.

Till then

*Wish that I
Could move on
Can’t let go
It’s too strong
Just like that
And then you’re gone
Is this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I’m trying to escape
The misery*

-Little Bit

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So yeah, life’s really getting busy right now.

Lotsa love here and there,

Lotsa chit-chat with him here and there.

Life can be sweet, sometimes =)

So yeah, let’s keep each other updated, yeah?

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Wednesday:

Bakery as usual, I can’t really remember how things goes,

I can just remember being teased by the idiotic Saiful about me and baby,

As we were going back around the same time =)
He was like, Vaniessa go dating with Kok Weng!!!!!
Like, wtfuck, I was smiling so brightly and fuck him, haha!!!

So yeah, when I see him wanting to leave,

I left earlier than him and he came behind me, waited for the lift together,

But I decided that I can’t wait so I just use the stairs,

And I hear him using the stairs too!!!
How cute!!!!!!!

Was rushing to pack and all,

And guess what? Of course I see him in the lift,

I was god damn happy =)
He can’t be any cuter let me tell you!!!!

Didn’t see him following behind me, IDK where he went,

Boy, how I miss him, was looking out for him, but =(

As usual, meet up with Alo Cath while I was looking out for him,

Passed her the eye shadow I promised her XD

After a long, long time, yeah I know!!!!
Haha, so yeah!!! Basically, Alo Cath and me fooled around in the gym,

Stoned around and worked out and stoned and stoned XD

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Thursday:
Bakery as usual, boohoo.

And I noticed that baby doesn’t come to the canteen anymore,

No fucking hella shit!!!!!

OT today for baby =)
So yeah, no biggie, just OT, that’s all!!!!

And, I told Azrin that I’m going to Cascade and not at Biba’s anymore,

And baby was looking at me =)
And when I told Azrin that Harry Potter is out today,

Baby asked me if it’s today,

And I said, yeah!

Wanting to ask him if he wanna watch with me XD

Went for break with Jovind and Remita,

They’re way nice, both from
Taylor’s too =)
And saw baby coming into the canteen and looked at me when we were about to leave, boohoo!!!
baby went and sleep during his break, I guess,

He looked god damn bloody pissed and blur!

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Friday:

I WAS GOD DAMN SUPPOSED TO START WORK AT 12PM TODAY AT CASCADE!!!

But I went to work at 8am as chef asked me to =(

Went to the gym for an hour only, and was late half an hour, boohoo,

Boy, now only did I realized that Chef Alex has a tattoo around his ankle there, how nice!!!

Baby looked at me, haha,

And oh yeah, I caught him looking at me, and I was like,

So damn fucking high that I do not know how to breathe anymore!!

So yeah, breakfast was hella busy that I do not know how to walk anymore, haha!!!

Went up to Cascade after that helping out the pregnant woman to set up the dessert section =)
Although it’s not my business, and she’s like, won’t your chef scold you?
I’m like, wtfuck would he wanna scold me when all I’m doing now is helping a pregnant woman to set up?!

And it was fun!!!!
I LOVE CASCADE!!!! I LOVE IT I LOVE IT!!!

Although it’s smaller and way warmer, but it’s god damn fun as hell!!!!

They made me Strawberry Smoothie, Orange+ Lemon Slushie, Ice Lemon Tea, Watermelon Juice and Mai Tai.

God damn it, life’s so fun there!!
And I actually get to do more stuff there, doing order and all,

And they were very nice to trust me to do those order,

Unlike some fucker below who don’t bother to let me do order,

As all I do is to cut, cut , cut and more cut.

I was actually kinda hyper after drinking the Mai Tai,

Yes, with alcohol in it,

And they even asked me if I wanna go for Shisha, as the hotel has brought someone in for the Shisha,

Called Mohammad from Iran.

Haha, but basically after doing stuff and setting up for dinner BBQ, I went down to Biba’s.

As Lai Peng, the very, very tomboy woman, forced me to go home and she thinks that I worked too much,

Infact, I think I do, worked 12 hours =S
But it’s fun!!!!!
So yeah, was fucking high, and did the Roti Jala during dinner,

Until,

*Surprise, Surprise*
Paul came over and played with me, showing me some censored video in his phone, like wtfuck,

Was laughing so bloody loud,

And baby was fooling around too.

And Paul was like, what will happen if you see long dick?
I replied, “I’ll bang myself on the wall”
And he went and told baby and baby laughed so widely =)

Baby came over and was like, mine is this small only,

Haha!!!!

And I told Paul that I can work better when I’m high,

And he agreed.

I can serve better when I’m abit high, haha.

And I cooked for this very, very cute guy!!!!!

*Smiles*

And, and, the fucker was on his off day today,

NO WONDER EVERYONE WAS SO HAPPY!!!!

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Saturday:
Chef Su asked me to come in the morning,

Same shift, boohoo!!!!

So yeah, worked as usual,

But it’s alright, as I get to see baby =)
And boy, MU is staying in my hotel!!!!
So many MU people, the management and all,

And Ming Yao came early to prepare sushi for the catering at Bukit Jalil later on, poor guy!

All of a sudden,

Baby called me and said,

*Ahem*
He called me pretty =)
Haha, I was super happy,

I mean, I know I’m not, but he called me that =)

So glad, and I helped him to place the sushi, so glad =)

He can’t be any cuter!
And when I set up the pasta station, he helped me to do so and all, haha!

Damn happy!

Was cutting stuff half way when chef asked me to go to Cascade, so yeah!!!

Things were fun there, of course, and was kinda busy, ‘cause it was weekend, I guess.

Yeah, ate cheesy wedges and melted cheese on baguette and sunflower roll, ZOMFG,

It was awesome!!!!

Went down and helped out later on, with Kok Weng asking me if I know where the sushi is,

To be brought up to Cascade for buffet later on, so yeah.

And ZOMG, I think it’s the extra dose of lemon concentrate plus caffeine in the tea,

I was again, super high that I automatically chat with Kok Weng!!!!!

And  guess what, he’s still SINGLE!!!!
Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can’t be any happier men!!!!!!!
So yeah, we kinda chat a lot =)

Went off to KLCC to meet up with Hey later on,

As I was very lazy to walk to Pavilion, haha,

And he wanted to buy a perfume,

So yeah, off we went for perfume!!
Tried so many perfume and in the end,

He settled for Giorgio Armani Aqua D’ Gio for men,

And the female version was my second perfume,

And I’m still loving it =)

And we went to Zara Men  for fun,

And I spotted a white shirt and asked Hey to try it on,

Boy, it was kinda nice on him!!
And oh yeah, he blamed me for making him splurge so much every time we go out

=.=

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Sunday:
Went to gym for 2 hours, boy, it was NOT enough.

Was planning to for Harry Potter with Kumar,

But boy, wtfuck it was full, only 4 separated seats left, like wtfuck.

So, we ended up for Public Enemies,

I had NO idea what that movie was about, but it was nice,

And Johnny Depp was so gorgeous as usual!

Walked around before that, went for lunch at San Francisco Steakhouse,

Boy, was fucking full after eating the pasta =.=

Went back home after that, had no mood to walk more, as we were kinda tired.

Bumped into Remita after that on the way to the station,

Haha, she was so cute, wanted to watch movie with me,

Ah, but next week, yeah?

And Yay, after debating what’s right and what’s not, I FINALLY get the whole vanity counter for myself,

No more messing with my bloody sister!!!
Woohooo!!

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Seeing  baby tomorrow, how life can be perfect sometimes =)

And, we’re having the same off day this week!! =)