Hello lovelies.

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I blast my speaker on yesterday and Faber Drive’s Tongue Tied was blasting off,

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Currently i’m listening to them too. I have to admit that i’m used to avoiding that song for some reason, but i just have to make myself used to it, it is always my favorite song, so why should i let someone ruin it?

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Once again, the courtyard seems to have something going on, and those fucking faggots just smelt of burnt cheap cigarettes, someone that i don’t wanna see.

Blah, who cares.

I care, as i have fucking practical class till god-knows-what-time. I might as well go back home alone, without asking dad to pick me up, cause it’s obvious that he’s kinda pissed at me.

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Why??
I overspent, again. Simple as that.

Gahh, when will this fucking habit of mine ever stop?

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I dread practical class, i hate it, it makes me go back late.

I hate it. Gahhh!!!!

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Assessment and assignments are up next week, what the hell much?!!

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Won’t be seeing my baby much this week, what the fuck much?!
I hate it, somehow i feel like giving up,

and when i tries to do that, he just make me fall in love with him more.

Fuck, can?

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“Now i’m picking up the pieces”

Hello everyone, remember me??

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Sorry for the disappearance for yet another long, long time again.

Was kinda busy recently, with this and that.

Not to mention, my event is coming up this weekend and I’m horribly proud of everyone, as our ticket is totally sold-out a week before the event!!

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I’ve recently come across the sudden death of someone I truly love,

Someone who’d been with me for 10 years;

You wouldn’t consider that someone as someone,

But to me, that ‘someone’ is someone to me.

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I just don’t feel like spilling it out here,

I just want that someone to be known to only me.

I miss her, I really do.

It’s true when people say that you have to appreciate someone when they’re still alive,

Rather than crying and mourning over them once they’re gone.

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Mum’s back from China,

And I’ve having the most amazing time in my life than ever with Edison.
He cheered me up when I was down yesterday,

From thundercats, to Crayon Shin,

He’s truly my everything.

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I guess I won’t be blabbing much here, just that I’ve found some time to update my blog.

Connection at home is a bitch after that heavy thunder last week,

And I can’t do anything about it.

What the fuck men.

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Will be catching up with you guys soon,

Now that blog.com had changed everything,

I’m figuring out my way inside.

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Till then.

“I’m still a little too not over you”

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Hello my lovelies,

Currently updating in the Student Lounge,

As I was really tired last night after reaching home from seeing my baby haha!

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Skipped Finance as I were to meet up with my chef to discuss bout my event menu,

Blah, the more I heard about it the more I’m stressed out!

Went and worked out after that and refilled my bottle as usual until…

My baby came and said hello to me haha!!!

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I texted him in the morning sending him this really cute bodybuilding picture, teehee ;D
Hopefully he’ll like it as I think it’s really cute haha!!!

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I’m having practical class tonight, and dad might not be able to pick me up as he might have to fly off somewhere T.T

I will have to travel back tonight, gahh!!!
And I’m having early class tomorrow morning,

But it’s alright, as Friday is ho-lo-liday!!! Weeeeee!!!!

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I miss my baby, won’t be able to see him today

Caught him looking at me last night few times, teehee

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“As Long As You Love Me”

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Hey my lovelies.

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I’ve just came back from my date haha,

Yes, my very, very sweet date with my baby Edison

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Class was alright today, except I was horribly sleepy and dared not sleep haha.

Was on standby mode as I was expecting call from my chef to discuss about the menu,

But they freaking FFK me last minute ._.

But it was alright, as I sat in the gym and studied for few hours,

And I saw Neil, yes, my very cute Neil

So glad to see him and was talking bout Ed when Ed walked pass haha!!!
And there’s this kinda cute consultant who smiled at me, hehe, he is cute,

But for now, it’s just baby yeah!

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Bath and worked out for an hour,

IDK why but I was kinda emo when I started working out,

It’s like, I feel so ugly all of a sudden, and I was really emo despite the fact that baby was near me,

But I can somehow do more than what I usually do, so it’s not really a bad thing haha!

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I was filling up water when baby took his file and bang the wall when he saw me,

And he ran away ._.

I was like, hey you!!!!!

Lol, and he was munching on something, how cute!!!

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We did some exercise as usual, and baby was like, easy right??!!
I was like ._.

And we talked about Neil when I told baby that I’m kinda sad that Neil left,

As Neil did a lot of stuff for me and helped me a lot,

And
Edison was like, he left only mah, everyone is still happy right?? Our business is better than ever, we’re not affected also!
And I was like ._.

And he continued, the earth is still spinning, no big deal lah he left!!!
And I was like ._.

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And we chat a lot about food, when baby asked me if I’m gonna eat dinner,

IDK if he was planning to ask me out for dinner *Fingers crossed* or he just wanna advice me.

And I can see that he’s kinda glad that I’m changing my diet

Baby touched my hand today, Teehee, happy!!!

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We fooled around a lot as usual, and I asked Ed about his childhood memories,

And when I asked if he knows how to make lantern out of those aluminum tin he was like,

Only girls play tang lung,  I play machine gun and I was like ._.

And I asked if he watch Thunder Cats and he was smiling and we talked so much from school bag to everything!!!!
He was smiling throughout and said that he might wanna quit as a trainer after 4-5 years,

I’m not sure if that’s true and hopefully not, cause he looked like he’s joking.

So yeah. We had super duper lotsa fun today that I laughed so much and he smiled so much,

Darn happy!!!!

Late class tomorrow, yeah!!!!

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Till then,

Loves

“We belong together”

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Hey peeps.

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Hope you had a great weekend, mine was horrible,

Not forgetting going all the way with the filthy KTM and in the end not attending class,

But never mind, baby shall cheer me up tomorrow!!!

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I wonder if it’ll be weird if I ask him if we wanna go back together by the train

Hopefully he’ll be alright with me, god bless me, I need all of your luck too haha!

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I’m meeting my baby at 8.30pm tomorrow, yes, damn fucking late,

But who knows, maybe he’ll ask me out for dinner when we go back or something, haha,

But I don’t think so, as he’s asking me to control my diet now ._.

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Blah, me, so stress now!!!! ._.

So many assignments are up now, be it individual or group,

I just wanna get over it like ASAP,

I so don’t wanna make it a last minute thing, I don’t like the rush and everything!!!

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Gah, I think I will have to sleep early tonight, as I’ve to see Kumar early in the morning to go to college together,

I’m so NOT wearing formal tomorrow, and I don’t give a shit ._.

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This will be a short post I guess, I’ve posted lotsa stuff at the other blog,

My event blog, so yeah.

Kinda regretted using blog.com instead of blogpost.com at first ._.

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And I’ve lose my job as
Tyler’s guardian, nuuuuuu!!!!!

Haha!!!

Till then, nights.

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“You rock my world”

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Hey peeps.

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Currently I’m handling two blogs at a time, my event blog and of course, this baby of mine

I’m currently crushed, down, confused, yet, happy.

It’s a mixed up feeling, but I really do not know how to explain it.

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Bought a pack of strawberry to munch on in the gym today, as my lunch too,

And baby walked passed and turned to look at me for a moment, tee hee

Saw my trainer from Mandarin Oriental, didn’t really talk much but she was nice as usual J

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Baby measured my weight today, and he was disappointed,

I can see the look in his eyes,

Thanks to all the fucking prawn fritters and banana balls that I can never get enough off!!!

Baby was so concerned about my weight,

It’s as if he’s in the process of losing weight instead of me,

He did joked a lot but I wasn’t in the mood anymore after the look in his eyes,

He kept suggesting on the right food to eat, over and over again that I feel even worse,

And apparently baby eat a lot in Subway, how cute right??!

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He joked a lot and we talked about some people and how they constantly annoy me in the gym,

And baby said, “yeah, they’re not your tortoise, not as important as your tortoise, so ignore them”
Haha, how cute!!!!

I swear, that I’m so gonna eat right for baby, I will!!!!

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Baby touched my leg today, and baby was very sweet, he decided to conduct that training for free,

Instead of the usual session, IDK why he did that, I’m happy

He stood beside me for more than 30 minutes on the treadmill, just to accompany me to walk,

He did not leave me, for even a second, he was so sweet!!!!

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Baby continued his workout after we finish our session, like so damn wtfuck, I thought that he was going back and we can “bump” into each other again haha,

So I went off to bath and when I come out I saw him working out I was like, so damn wtfuck I should’ve stayed longer!!!!

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Zomfg, I’m currently so stress that I’m thinking of turning into a cannibalistic!!! :X

Looking forward for my date with baby on Monday, yes!

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“I’ll wait you here, right here, by your side”

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Hey peeps!

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So, I’m like erupting everyday, due to all the stress and everything, but everything is alright now, I think??

FYI, I’m the assistant event manager on organizing this food promotion,

Where basically our lecturer just let us handle a restaurant and we can do anything we want,

That’s the main point, it’s so stressful!!!!

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Went for training today with my baby, as usual,

Every Friday is kickboxing day, I think, as he now does that every Friday,

Me love it J

Kickboxing is our turning point, we started chatting a lot after the first session

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And he was freaking cute today, I laughed when he was not, and he was so fucking blur,

And he laughed when I’m not, when I’m tired, and I was fucking blur, haha!

He was like, it’s very tiring talking while u kicking me okay?
I’m like, BWAHAHAHAH!!! XD

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He knew that the glove was stinky as hell, and he suggested that I wear plastic bags before inserting my hand,

And trust me, he holds my hand while I wear those plastic, and lay my hand across his stomach when he wears my glove for me :0

We were laughing and smiling all the way when we do those kicking,

It was like the scene in Lee Hom’s “Ai Cuo” video clip,

Zomfg, I was so high :0

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And there we fooled around, kicking and punching,

Until my shoes literally fly away while kicking,

Trust me, my shoes fly off just like that when I kick,

And I was stoned and baby was laughing all the way,

After he was shocked for 1 second, stoned for 2 seconds and laughed for 10 minutes =.=

And I sat down trying to wear my bloody shoes and he came in front of me,

He squat and he wanted to wear my bloody shoes for me!!!!
Trust me, I was so shocked that I moved back and shouted that I will wear it myself!!!

Zomfg, I’ve never come across such situation!

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I’m seeing baby tomorrow again, so darn happy!!!
And I’m having pastry class next week, and I’m planning to bake some stuff for him
Tee hee

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I will have to attend class tomorrow, yes, tomorrow, weekend, ruined!
I told baby that and his expression was priceless,

He was more pissed than me I was like so damn wthell,

As if he’s attending the class not me :X

I wanna touch baby’s firm, firm stomach again!!! X)

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“You took my heart away”

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Till then, people!

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Just something that I’ve been listening to awhile,

It’s kinda sad, but that doesn’t mean that I am, too.

Enjoy J

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Now that it’s all said and done,
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should’ve started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I’d doubt you,
I’m better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I’m slowly getting closure.
I guess it’s really over.
I’m finally getting better.
And now I’m picking up the pieces.
I’m spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I’m putting my heart back together,
‘Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through,

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Morning my lovelies.

I’m currently not in a good mood, stressing over stuff where I have the fucking rights to know and some people just prefer doing it themselves blindly, like, hello??

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I’m really tired, mentally and physically,

I cheer up whenever I’m with
Edison,

I’m happy whenever I think of him and our time together,

The sight and thought of him is undefeatable,

Somehow, I just feel like running away from everything right now.

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What’s the fucking point of asking me to handle thing when people don’t even bother to tell me what’s going on and all those shit???

I tried to do my best, and I tried doing everything possible to make things work out,

But some people are just plain shit when it comes to co-operation,

If you’re so strong-opinioned about your own idea, then fucking go ahead and don’t bother or don’t waste others time asking this and that acting like you actually care bout other’s thought.

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Fuck it; I’m so through everything right now,

I’m really tired, I really am.

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All I want to do now is to have Edison in my mind; I guess that’s the only thing that can calm me down,

It’s funny how I type his name everything I log in into Facebook just to check him out,

Even though his face is so shitty that everyone just doubt about my choice.

I can just be who am I and what I want when I’m with him.

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I’m no longer the arrogant bitch with makeup and smoky eyes whenever I see him,

I don’t dress up nicely when I train with him,

Without perfume just the light scent of body shampoo and without makeup with shitty face canvas,

I’m who I am with him; he’s seen both side of me, and if likes me for who I am,

Then it’s a bonus for me.

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I get excited at the thought of him,

Waking up in his strong muscular arms and his very hot, hot body just excites me more,

Taking the train with him and going to the gym watching my baby doing his job,

And perhaps dinner before we go back together,

Life’s much gorgeous than heaven if that happens.

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Blah, someone, bring me out of my dream and bring me back to the reality,

Whereby I have to face people’s shit and to adapt myself to things I don’t like,

To please everyone and not being appreciated,

Hell yeah.

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Life sucks, people; that is a fact you can’t deny!

Life more than perfect, when we’re together.

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“All I need is you, just you”

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I’m happy, I really am.

I know I’ve just posted like few minutes ago, but I can’t hide my excitement,

Even my friend had to asked me to chill myself down when I attacked the gummibears counter.

I just can’t deny the fact that I’ve truly fall for him, and the fact that I can see him everyday, ignites the excitement in me.

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Apparently there’re replacement classes on Saturday, like so damn wtfuck!
I don’t mind going on weekend for class, but the fact that I can’t see my baby on weekend is awful!

Baby works on Saturday, but the thing is I’m still unsure until what time he will be there,

As I don’t really see him in the evening usually,

But I do know that he exercise around 2-3pm,

So my plan is:

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As my next appointment is on Friday with him,

I text-ed him and tell him that I MIGHT not be able to train with him on Friday when I can,

And if we can move it to Saturday after 1pm as class finish at 12pm,

If he says there’re free slots available then I will know what time he will be in the gym,

And I will tell him that I’m alright with Friday, haha, although it might annoys him

But the thing is, what if I’m his last appointment of the day on Saturday and if I didn’t go then he will return home straight, like so damn wtfuck then!!!

IDK what to do now, I can’t bear the thought of not having fun with him for so long ;(

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And why the fuck must we have replacement class on Saturday????
I know it’s due to the time limit, I think it’s just me,

Since having
Edison in my life I kinda sacrifice a lot of my time to go to the gym,

And trust me, I can see myself sacrificing more, now that he’s closer to me

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He talked to me after he said he can’t make it for dinner,

I guess he did not notice that I’m trying to date him out,

As he did not freak out and came and talked to me after training,

I’m seeing it, I’m feeling it now, haha!!!

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I love my baby,

I can feel myself being secure whenever I’m with him,

I can just forget everything when I’m with him,

He just make me feel so secure and happy,

And I know that he’s much more comfortable with me now haha,

Telling me how good his body is all the time like so damn wtfuck

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I love you, I love you

“I’m in love, and always will be”

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*Incase u guys noticed, I did not put any songs above every post now, haha, sorry, lazy arse here!”

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