Thursday Update
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Morning my lovelies.
I’m currently not in a good mood, stressing over stuff where I have the fucking rights to know and some people just prefer doing it themselves blindly, like, hello??
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I’m really tired, mentally and physically,
I cheer up whenever I’m with
Edison,
I’m happy whenever I think of him and our time together,
The sight and thought of him is undefeatable,
Somehow, I just feel like running away from everything right now.
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What’s the fucking point of asking me to handle thing when people don’t even bother to tell me what’s going on and all those shit???
I tried to do my best, and I tried doing everything possible to make things work out,
But some people are just plain shit when it comes to co-operation,
If you’re so strong-opinioned about your own idea, then fucking go ahead and don’t bother or don’t waste others time asking this and that acting like you actually care bout other’s thought.
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Fuck it; I’m so through everything right now,
I’m really tired, I really am.
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All I want to do now is to have Edison in my mind; I guess that’s the only thing that can calm me down,
It’s funny how I type his name everything I log in into Facebook just to check him out,
Even though his face is so shitty that everyone just doubt about my choice.
I can just be who am I and what I want when I’m with him.
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I’m no longer the arrogant bitch with makeup and smoky eyes whenever I see him,
I don’t dress up nicely when I train with him,
Without perfume just the light scent of body shampoo and without makeup with shitty face canvas,
I’m who I am with him; he’s seen both side of me, and if likes me for who I am,
Then it’s a bonus for me.
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I get excited at the thought of him,
Waking up in his strong muscular arms and his very hot, hot body just excites me more,
Taking the train with him and going to the gym watching my baby doing his job,
And perhaps dinner before we go back together,
Life’s much gorgeous than heaven if that happens.
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Blah, someone, bring me out of my dream and bring me back to the reality,
Whereby I have to face people’s shit and to adapt myself to things I don’t like,
To please everyone and not being appreciated,
Hell yeah.
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Life sucks, people; that is a fact you can’t deny!
Life more than perfect, when we’re together.
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“All I need is you, just you”
