F a d e I n t o Y o u

*Coming down, Coming down,

Spin around, spin around,

Looking at myself,

Sober*

-Pink

 

Hey peeps.

I’m so sorry that I unable to update my blog so frequently as usual.

Deeply regret that.

 

I do admit, that I DO switch on my lappie everyday,

Just to check my Facebook.

 

Yes people, Finally, I’m the Last person on earth to have a Facebook account.

Do add me up, yeah??

 

I think I ain’t gonna post up like, what’s happened over the week,

If there’s nothing special, so yeah.

Excuse me for that, ‘cause I’m darn tired everyday,

And I don’t think I wanna refresh myself back, yeah?

 

Everything’s same and slow here, as usual.

Other than the fact that I’ve spent more than usual again this week,

Spent almost 1k at MAC again,

Buying their latest Color Craft collection,

Let me tell you, it’s darn gorgeous!!!!

And heck, my lip storage is currently out of place already,

It’s so fully packed that I can’t even insert in more lip stuff,

Fuck, I’ve bought like, more than 10 lip gloss from MAC this week

I’m totally excited when I see all those colors that I can go orgasm,

But, uh-huh, yeah when I’m out of money, I can just cry

 

Met up with Hey for dinner at Pavilion,

And bumped into the oh-so-cute Neil in the gym.

 

Gosh, how I wish that he can just hug me with his tattoo-ed arm.

How cute!!!!!

 

Nothing much, or exciting, yeah.

Facebook!!
Add me up, till then.

 

Oh yeah, it’s gonna be my last week in kitchen this week,

I’m kinda happy that I need not spend my time looking at some fucker’s face,

But I’m sad that I’m gonna leave all those peeps  behind,

After mixing with them for so long!!

 

Speaking of kitchen, I bloody burned my hand yesterday,

My middle finger and thumb, bloody hell.

The skin in puffing up right now, hell yeah.

It was so painful that I wanted to cry out yesterday,

And all I did was to soak my finger in ice, bloody hell,

Nobody even bother, well, I guess that’s life,

FYI, it was at Cascade :/

 

And fucking beef burger made me burned my hand,

FUCK YOU BEEF BURGER!
I HATE YOU BEEF BURGER!
SCREW YOU TO HELL!!!!

 

Updates coming soon,

Do bear with me if I didn’t post anything up soon,

I’ve actually been forcing myself to update my blog at least once a week.

 

Till then

*Wish that I
Could move on
Can’t let go
It’s too strong
Just like that
And then you’re gone
Is this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I’m trying to escape
The misery*

-Little Bit

 

♥♥♥♥

So yeah, life’s really getting busy right now.

Lotsa love here and there,

Lotsa chit-chat with him here and there.

Life can be sweet, sometimes =)

 

So yeah, let’s keep each other updated, yeah?

 

♥♥♥♥

Wednesday:

Bakery as usual, I can’t really remember how things goes,

I can just remember being teased by the idiotic Saiful about me and baby,

As we were going back around the same time =)
He was like, Vaniessa go dating with Kok Weng!!!!!
Like, wtfuck, I was smiling so brightly and fuck him, haha!!!

So yeah, when I see him wanting to leave,

I left earlier than him and he came behind me, waited for the lift together,

But I decided that I can’t wait so I just use the stairs,

And I hear him using the stairs too!!!
How cute!!!!!!!

Was rushing to pack and all,

And guess what? Of course I see him in the lift,

I was god damn happy =)
He can’t be any cuter let me tell you!!!!

Didn’t see him following behind me, IDK where he went,

Boy, how I miss him, was looking out for him, but =(

 

As usual, meet up with Alo Cath while I was looking out for him,

Passed her the eye shadow I promised her XD

After a long, long time, yeah I know!!!!
Haha, so yeah!!! Basically, Alo Cath and me fooled around in the gym,

Stoned around and worked out and stoned and stoned XD

 

♥♥♥♥

Thursday:
Bakery as usual, boohoo.

And I noticed that baby doesn’t come to the canteen anymore,

No fucking hella shit!!!!!

OT today for baby =)
So yeah, no biggie, just OT, that’s all!!!!

And, I told Azrin that I’m going to Cascade and not at Biba’s anymore,

And baby was looking at me =)
And when I told Azrin that Harry Potter is out today,

Baby asked me if it’s today,

And I said, yeah!

Wanting to ask him if he wanna watch with me XD

 

Went for break with Jovind and Remita,

They’re way nice, both from
Taylor’s too =)
And saw baby coming into the canteen and looked at me when we were about to leave, boohoo!!!
baby went and sleep during his break, I guess,

He looked god damn bloody pissed and blur!

 

♥♥♥♥

Friday:

I WAS GOD DAMN SUPPOSED TO START WORK AT 12PM TODAY AT CASCADE!!!

But I went to work at 8am as chef asked me to =(

Went to the gym for an hour only, and was late half an hour, boohoo,

Boy, now only did I realized that Chef Alex has a tattoo around his ankle there, how nice!!!

Baby looked at me, haha,

And oh yeah, I caught him looking at me, and I was like,

So damn fucking high that I do not know how to breathe anymore!!

So yeah, breakfast was hella busy that I do not know how to walk anymore, haha!!!

 

Went up to Cascade after that helping out the pregnant woman to set up the dessert section =)
Although it’s not my business, and she’s like, won’t your chef scold you?
I’m like, wtfuck would he wanna scold me when all I’m doing now is helping a pregnant woman to set up?!

And it was fun!!!!
I LOVE CASCADE!!!! I LOVE IT I LOVE IT!!!

Although it’s smaller and way warmer, but it’s god damn fun as hell!!!!

They made me Strawberry Smoothie, Orange+ Lemon Slushie, Ice Lemon Tea, Watermelon Juice and Mai Tai.

God damn it, life’s so fun there!!
And I actually get to do more stuff there, doing order and all,

And they were very nice to trust me to do those order,

Unlike some fucker below who don’t bother to let me do order,

As all I do is to cut, cut , cut and more cut.

 

I was actually kinda hyper after drinking the Mai Tai,

Yes, with alcohol in it,

And they even asked me if I wanna go for Shisha, as the hotel has brought someone in for the Shisha,

Called Mohammad from Iran.

Haha, but basically after doing stuff and setting up for dinner BBQ, I went down to Biba’s.

As Lai Peng, the very, very tomboy woman, forced me to go home and she thinks that I worked too much,

Infact, I think I do, worked 12 hours =S
But it’s fun!!!!!
So yeah, was fucking high, and did the Roti Jala during dinner,

Until,

*Surprise, Surprise*
Paul came over and played with me, showing me some censored video in his phone, like wtfuck,

Was laughing so bloody loud,

And baby was fooling around too.

 

And Paul was like, what will happen if you see long dick?
I replied, “I’ll bang myself on the wall”
And he went and told baby and baby laughed so widely =)

Baby came over and was like, mine is this small only,

Haha!!!!

And I told Paul that I can work better when I’m high,

And he agreed.

I can serve better when I’m abit high, haha.

And I cooked for this very, very cute guy!!!!!

*Smiles*

 

And, and, the fucker was on his off day today,

NO WONDER EVERYONE WAS SO HAPPY!!!!

 

♥♥♥♥

Saturday:
Chef Su asked me to come in the morning,

Same shift, boohoo!!!!

So yeah, worked as usual,

But it’s alright, as I get to see baby =)
And boy, MU is staying in my hotel!!!!
So many MU people, the management and all,

And Ming Yao came early to prepare sushi for the catering at Bukit Jalil later on, poor guy!

 

All of a sudden,

Baby called me and said,

*Ahem*
He called me pretty =)
Haha, I was super happy,

I mean, I know I’m not, but he called me that =)

So glad, and I helped him to place the sushi, so glad =)

He can’t be any cuter!
And when I set up the pasta station, he helped me to do so and all, haha!

Damn happy!

 

Was cutting stuff half way when chef asked me to go to Cascade, so yeah!!!

Things were fun there, of course, and was kinda busy, ‘cause it was weekend, I guess.

Yeah, ate cheesy wedges and melted cheese on baguette and sunflower roll, ZOMFG,

It was awesome!!!!

 

Went down and helped out later on, with Kok Weng asking me if I know where the sushi is,

To be brought up to Cascade for buffet later on, so yeah.

And ZOMG, I think it’s the extra dose of lemon concentrate plus caffeine in the tea,

I was again, super high that I automatically chat with Kok Weng!!!!!

And  guess what, he’s still SINGLE!!!!
Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can’t be any happier men!!!!!!!
So yeah, we kinda chat a lot =)

 

Went off to KLCC to meet up with Hey later on,

As I was very lazy to walk to Pavilion, haha,

And he wanted to buy a perfume,

So yeah, off we went for perfume!!
Tried so many perfume and in the end,

He settled for Giorgio Armani Aqua D’ Gio for men,

And the female version was my second perfume,

And I’m still loving it =)

 

And we went to Zara Men  for fun,

And I spotted a white shirt and asked Hey to try it on,

Boy, it was kinda nice on him!!
And oh yeah, he blamed me for making him splurge so much every time we go out

=.=

 

♥♥♥♥

Sunday:
Went to gym for 2 hours, boy, it was NOT enough.

Was planning to for Harry Potter with Kumar,

But boy, wtfuck it was full, only 4 separated seats left, like wtfuck.

So, we ended up for Public Enemies,

I had NO idea what that movie was about, but it was nice,

And Johnny Depp was so gorgeous as usual!

 

Walked around before that, went for lunch at San Francisco Steakhouse,

Boy, was fucking full after eating the pasta =.=

Went back home after that, had no mood to walk more, as we were kinda tired.

Bumped into Remita after that on the way to the station,

Haha, she was so cute, wanted to watch movie with me,

Ah, but next week, yeah?

 

And Yay, after debating what’s right and what’s not, I FINALLY get the whole vanity counter for myself,

No more messing with my bloody sister!!!
Woohooo!!

♥♥♥♥

Seeing  baby tomorrow, how life can be perfect sometimes =)

And, we’re having the same off day this week!! =)

Hey you,

You Fucker,

You Son of a Bitch,

You Arsehole,

You Sissy,

You Jerk,

You Idiot,

You Weirdo,

You Hypocrite,

You Stupid,

You Crazy,

You Meanie!!!

Thanks for all the hard time in kitchen

Well, I guess think CAN be much better without you =)
Specially dedicated this post for you,

Do, please, do, Enjoy it.

 

You Fucker Shah Rizal!!

 

I’ll be your hell
I’ll be your pain
I’ll be your  misery

I’ll be your ache
I’ll be your nightmare
Be everything that you hate
I hate you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be realistic

‘Cos I’m looking for your suffering
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.

I want to murder you on a mountain.
I want t0 fill the sea with your blood,

I wanna enjoy like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me…

And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I’ll make a wish
Send it to hell
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That I’m surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In happy hours.
The pain devour you..

I want to murder you on a mountain,
I want to fill the sea with your blood,

I wanna enjoy like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me…

Oh can’t you see it baby?
You don’t have to close your eyes
‘Cos hell’s standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come…

I’ll be your hell
I’ll be your pain
I’ll be your  misery

I’ll be your ache
I’ll be your nightmare
Be everything that you hate
I hate you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..

*Well you tell me to be strong,

And that love can save us all*
-Jeff Austin Black

 

Yes!!!! I did it!!!!
I managed to force myself to switch on my bloody lappie to update my bloggie!!!

*Sense of Pride*

Haha, anyway, just a quick update,

While I do my very quick mask here =)

 

Monday:

Saw my baby in the lift, he didn’t greet me,

But oh, how cute can he be???

Didn’t see him during breakfast,

Boy, baby need a long time to prepare himself, I think.

Well, should I call him baby like, now?
IDK, I just feel like doing so.

So yeah, I can feel him like, ignoring me slightly today,

IDK if he’s mad at me or what.

IDK, I was not like, really sad or whatever, just wondering.

Well, it’s good, if he’s mad at me for the right reason =P

So yeah, anyway, things went better after that.

Baby talked to me, asking me if Hey is my boyfriend all of a sudden,

I was like, Noooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And he didn’t ask more after that.

Baby had to work OT today, so yeah, skipped the gym for him =)
Besides, it’s the First day of the Arabic Promotion,

Boy, things was fucking hectic during the lunch opening.

All the chefs with big, big tall hats were down in the restaurant, haha!

 

Baby came to me, and asked, are you free now?
“Hell, no of course, anything, for you!!!”
“Can you help me to refill this sauce? It’s in the…….”
“Alright!!!!”
*Flew away with butterfly in her stomach*

“Is this the right one?”
“Yeah!!!! Thanks, you’re such a nice person!”
“=D”

 

*Smile gleefully!*

 

Baby was very cute, haha, I like his cute-ness men!!!!

 

So yeah, stayed back and did the waffle batter and all, boy,

It was fucking a lot!!!!
Spell Mass Production!!!!!

 

And oh yeah, I found out that baby is only 20 this year!!!!

So yeah, left during dinner, and my Sous chef was like,

“Hey, is that your boyfriend yesterday?”

“Erk, NOPE!!!! It’s just my very good friend”
“Are you sure??!!!!”
“Yeah =.+”

Baby was looking at me when chef asked if Hey is my boyfriend,

And he was kinda pissed when I left, IDK WHY!!!!!

 

Tuesday:
Today’s baby’s off day =(
So yeah, but Ming Yao was great!!!!
Haha, he was really nice!!!!!

 

Finally, like, finally, I saw my hotel’s GM!!!!
He was very nice!!!
Asking for tomato spaghetti =D

“The GM Pasta”, haha!!!
I was kinda stressful when he asked me to cook the pasta XD

So yeah, left for gym and meet up with Cath =)

Haha, that woman is in Housekeeping now, haha!!!!

Went to MAC as I wanna show her some things.

 

And boy, everyone in the gym was SOOOO Cute today!!!
As it’s the “Back to school” Day!!!
And all the personal trainer wore school uniform, including Don, haha!!!!
And boy, Ian the very innocent guy, apparently is the blacklisted student,

And their teacher is Ah Fong, the cleaner =.=

 

And hey, I bumped into Neil!!!
So cute!!! As usual, and I noticed that he pierced his ears, both side =.=

He’s into extreme stuff, I think XD

 

So yeah, that’s it I guess,

Gonna update another post in, 5 minutes!!!!

 

“When the rain is blowing in your face,

And the whole world is on your head,

I could offer you a warm embrace,

To make you feel my love”

- Adele

 

Hey peeps!

 

Just a quick update, yeah, as I’m fucking tired now!!!!

 

So here we go!

 

Monday:

Work as usual; fucker isn’t there, OT till 7p.m,

As my *ahem* guy is OT-ing today, Haha.

So yeah, everything was fucking awesome when I OT,

He’s so cute as usual,

Asking me if I’m not going back yet and all =)

 

Tuesday:

Work as usual again, bakery, boohoo.

It’s fucking boring now, it seems, but nvm.

Rushed back, as I’m fucking gonna withdraw my money out.

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So yeah, I spent 3k in a day, boohoo,

I’m kinda feeling bad you know,

Anywhoo, YES!!!
I bought myself a new baby!!!! Nokia E63!!!!
Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And off I went to Dior, Kiehl’s and Bobbi Brown to get my stuff.

From Dior:

-Lip Maximizer

-Lip Glow

-Lip Polish

-Lip Gloss

 

From Kiehl’s:

-           Blue Herbal Cleanser, Toner, Moisturizer

-           Lip Gloss in Pink Rider

-           Acne Control

 

From Bobbi Brown:

-           4 Sheer Lip Gloss from the Nautical Collection

-           Perfectly Defined Mascara

 

If you’ve been following my blog, you’ll know what I’m talking about,

As I’m rushing off to snooze now, haha, and basically I’m just simplifying everything.

And oh yeah,

 

When I left, he was behind me, took the same lift =)

 

Wednesday:

As usual, bakery, boohoo!!!!!

Worked and went to gym,

It’s usually like this, basically its work, and off to gym, that’s all.

 

Thursday:

Work, and boohoo, the fucker is back.

Made me so fucking pissed today, and the fucker Paul,

ZOMFG, their mind can be so fucking shallow,

I think these people are like this,

I can’t believe what a jerk they can be!!!!!!

And yes, the fucker made me almost, I mean, almost, cried out,

It was like, so wtfuck!!!!

 

Met up with Cath in gym =)

How nice, it’s fun meeting back with old friends =)

 

Friday:
Asked chef to switch me to pantry, to be in charge of In room dining, yes!!!!
Bakery, as usual, what can I say?

 

So yeah, it was kinda fun =)
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,

Met up with Cath again,

And basically she wanted to check out some stuff at Estee Lauder,

So yeah, off we went.

And wthell, Instead of her buying stuff,

I’m the one who did the buying =.=

 

Bought a compact foundation from Giorgio Armani as I’ve promised the bloody lady.

And Double Wear foundation from Estee Lauder =)

 

And oh yeah, bumped into the very cute Neil, =)

 

Saturday:
Yes, I have to work!!!!
But my dear is not working, but everything was kinda fun, I guess.

Ming Yao, the other Japanese chef, was kinda nice too =)

Except that I really miss him =(
Went to the gym, and meet up with Cath,

Worked out until the gym close, haha!!!!

 

Sunday:
Yes!!!!!!
Today is the day!!!!

Meet up with Hey,

And off we went to my hotel for lunch buffet =)
And Hey was late =/

For an hour =/

 

Anywhoo, he did make it, so yeah =)
I saw my baby today!!!!
but he seem to be pissed, when I introduced him to Hey,

As I introduced everyone to Hey,

Including chef Markus =)
Even Hey said that he’s cute!!! Haha!!!

 

I introduced him twice, saying, he’s Kok Weng,

But he didn’t turn and said hi……

IDK what’s wrong, but I guess it’s alright if he’s pissed too XD

Ate until very, very full, and the pastry chef was sooo bloody friendly =)

Walked around, and off we went to play Play Station at Sony =/

Haha, it was kinda cute too =)

MAC Color Craft collection is here!!!
And yes, I’ve reserved few stuff there =/

And from Bobbi Brown with Jay too, just a lip gloss and blusher, no biggie.

And toner and moisturizer from Giorgio Armani.

Okay, that’s kinda too much =/

 

So basically, that’s all, I just summarized everything,

I’m tired, don’t wanna get things in detail,

Tired, sleepy, boohoo!!!

Till then!!!!!

 

 

Another tag again =)

Yes, I’m IN the mood for tag today!

 

Beauty/Vanity
♥♥♥♥

- Are you tan?

Oh yeah, I think. Some thought that I’m Malay, I’m Chinese, I’m Indonesian, and the latest, Chindian, Wtfuck men!!!

-Do you own Chanel perfume?

Hell yeah!!!
Coco Mademoiselle  EDP and a body lotion, Chance EDP and a Limited Edition Shimmering Gel which I have NEVER use!
-Do you shower daily?

Hell, of course!!! It’s summer everyday in Malaysia, how can I NOT shower??
-Do you go to the tanning bed?

I think it’s pretty hard to find one here, besides, there’s this thing called Bronzer, and I think I’m pretty tan now.

Thanks, but no thanks!
-Do you wear nail polish?

Not now, as Chef Markus will freak out if I wear it. Duh, spell KITCHEN.
-Do you use MAC make-up?

Hell yeah, of course!! I can’t survive without MAC lip gloss!!!!

-Do you straighten your hair everyday?

Uh, no, why should I??

Friends

♥♥♥♥

-Name all your best friends:

Stephanie! Jeanette! Kelly! Sherlene! Shyan! Yea Sun! Cathryn!
-Is the term Best friends a label or promise?

A promise
-Do you have more than 1 TRUE best friend?

Yeah!! Duh, do I look THAT pathetic to you?
-Do you hang out with your friends every day?

Not Stephanie as she’s in Penang, not Kelly as she’s still in high school, not Sherlene as she’s in other campus,

And others, not now, as Jean will be in College while I’m training =(

-What is the longest you have been in a fight with your BFF?

Uhm, I’ve never fought with my BFF, unless they turn out to be bitches or what, but that never happen
-Is it easier to talk to your girl friends or guy friends?

Uhm, girls will be more easier… if guys.. it will be Hey, I think?
-Would you ever date one of your close guy friends?

So far, that haven’t happen yet, but who knows?? =P

Fashion/Style
♥♥♥♥

-Do you have style and originality?

Ahaha, I guess you should ask those around me, not me!!!

-Do you own a designer handbag?

Uhm, yeah??? And Coach has just come out with the new Poppy collection!!! Woot!!!
-Do you own something from Lacoste?

No!!! but I want their perfume!!! Gahhhhh!!!

-Do or did you wear leggings?

I wore it practically everyday in college that my friends grew bored of it :X
-Is the color you’ll never wear yellow?

Hmmm, I can still accept it, but not  those really bright one!!!

-Do you get fashion tips from magazines?

Hell of course!!!! But seeing is much more convincing rather than following.
-Do you shop at Abercrombie and Hollister?

You see!!! This is THE problem with Malaysia!!! They don’t have it here and I have to run to US to shop in it!!! Wtfuck men!!!

-Do you wear sweats a lot?

Sometimes, it’s pretty HOT here in Malaysia, you know.

TV/Movie
♥♥♥♥

-Are you a movie freak?

Not really, but I do enjoy movie with friends and family =)
-Have you see over 10 movies in the past month?

Hell yeah!!! Every Friday is Movie night for me and my pals!!!

-Do you have a show that you must watch?

Mmmm,  can’t think of one now. But I’m dying to watch I’m a Celebrity, Get me Out of Here!!! =P
-Do you watch The Hills on MTV?

Erk, Nope… I’ve yet to watch The Hills! -.-
-Have you ever seen an episode of Grey’s Anatomy?

I know Sandra Oh and I know roughly what is that show about, but sorry, I don’t enjoy watching it.
-What is your favorite G Rated movie?

Mmmm-hmmm,. Let me think yeah…
-Do you like classic movies?

Woot!! I watch them, but not really a favorite of mine!
-Do you watch 30 or more hours of TV a week?

Erk, Hell no, I don’t have time for TV anymore. I only watch it when I go to the gym =(

-Do you own over 100 DVDs?

Ahaha I think so. There’s this time where my sister and me will go to the bloody night market to get lotsa DVDs!
-Is Law And Order awesome?

Blahhhh!!!!!! I’ll be dead if I had to watch it everyday!

 

Sports

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-Do you watch baseball on TV?

Erk, nope. I prefer to watch it live, but baseball, no thanks, I prefer rugby!
-Who’s your favorite baseball player?

How the hell am I supposed to know? I’m not American you know!

-Do you play basketball?

Nope.
-Do you watch it on TV?

Erk, nope. I guess it’s RARE in Malaysia =.=
-Do you swim?

Hell yeah!!!! I love, I love, I love swimming!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thanks mom for sending me to swimming classes!

-Last time you were in a pool?

Erk, ain’t sure. Long time ago??

-Are you good at volleyball?

Nope, even if I play, I’ll sucked big time!

-Is soccer cool?

Maybe.
-Do you like to run?

Not really, had been running for awhile few years back
-Are you in shape?

Erk, nope, duh, that’s the MAIN reason I go to gym!!!!

-Favorite sports team?

Is F1 considered as a sport?? If it’s is, then it has to be Lewis Hamilton and his Mercedes McLaren.

Otherwise, Real Madrid!

-Last sporting event you attended?

Taekwondo event??

Music
♥♥♥♥

-Do you like all types of music?

If it’s nice then I can accept it. No harm listening to other genre.
-What about rap?

I’m fine with it.
-Have you been to more than 5 concerts?

Mmmm-hmmm, nope. Sadly
-Do you like Panic at the Disco?

YES!!!
-Are you constantly downloading music?

Hell yeah, I don’t think I wanna spend money on CDs!

-Favorite Rock band?

Faber Drive!!!
-Favorite local band?

Ewwww?!
-What is the current song on your myspace page?

Uhm, I don’t have a My Space. Alright, if I were to have one, it’ll be Tongue Tied by Faber Drive!

Family
♥♥♥♥

-Do you have more than 1 sibling?

Nope, it’s only me and my sister!!!

-Are you closer to your mom or dad?

BOTH! And I hate it when people ask me that!

-Do you like your living arrangements?

Yeah! Why not?? It’ll get better if dad gets me a car XD

-Do you wish you could move?

YES!!! I wanna live in London!!!! I don’t wanna be in Malaysia!!!
*cough, Cough* It’s so polluted!!!!!

-Do your grandparents spoil you?

Erk, nope. I only have my grandmother, and she’s actually not the very fair type.

But she’s getting better this year, I’m glad =)

My parents do, but not my grandparents.

-Do you have any step parents or siblings?

I’ll die  if I have!!! Hell no, of course!!!

-How many cousins do you have?

Uhm, I don’t feel like counting it, is that alright??

-Which of your relatives lives the farthest away, and where?

I’m not sure, most of them are in Bangkok, or the north side.

And you know what??
I DON’T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT THOSE SUCKERS!!!

 

♥♥♥♥

<3 Darren Lim

The 8 Things Tag:

 

Perhaps I’ll do a countdown one, yeah??

8 being the lowest, 1 being the main priority =)

 

♥♥♥♥

8 Things I Look Forward To:

8. Eat, yeah, I slept a lot today and I don’t feel like eating all of a sudden

7. Washing the pond

6. Spending money on all the stuff I’ve reserved!

5. Coloring my hair jet blue-black!

4. Getting a Blackberry Storm!!

3. See him, him, him, him… I hate to admit it, but I’m kinda missing him now.

2. Seeing money flowing into my account in less than few days time!!

Bwahahaha!! Feel the demon laughing!!!!

1. Losing lotsa, lotsa, lotsa weight!!!

 

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8 Things I Did Yesterday:

8. Successfully made omelet with lotsa cheese and gave it to the steward and scrambled egg and egg white omelet

7. bought this month issue of STYLE magazine, long time since I read one!

6. whine about how my pathetic MP3 headset is when it broke down, hell, I need to get a new one!

5. update my long-abandoned post!!! Sorry everyone!!!

4. Talked to Kok Weng automatically when we walked back =)

3. Washed my makeup brushes, FYI, I do it weekly, not monthly alright?

2. Face mask and hair mask, no wonder El said my hair grew out a lot!

1. Went back home early and had sushi with mummy =)

 

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8 Things I Wished I could do:

8, to get my hands on all the cosmetics and beauty stuff that I want!!!

7. Playing with my Blackberry Storm anytime soon!!!

6. Speak better French and
Thai. Screw me =(

5. BEAT UP THE FUCKER NAMED SHAHRIZAL!!!

Dig his eyes up and serve the “eye” to the Arabic guest =)

4. Have unlimited money and save all the abandoned animals around the world and spend un-wisely on everything I want!!!!

And own a Mercedes McLaren and drive to training or work everyday!

Bwahahaha!!

3. Go for personal training with Don everyday to lose weight fast!!!

2. To be able to stop the time and do anything I want :X

1. To be his girl, to wake up in his arm and to hug  him to sleep every night

 

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8 Things I Do Frequently:

8. Check on Youtube every time I surf the net

7. Read magazine monthly to get the latest update?

6. Update my blog, isn’t it a bit tad obvious?

5. Splurge on Limited Edition beauty items!! Bwahahaha!!!

4. Facial mask and hair mask, and mess up my hair later on! Haha!

3. Dream about him, wanting to talk to him, thinking about how cute he can be…

2. Gym, baybeh!!! Bursting all those fats away!

1. Curse and curse and curse, and then share all my stories to mum and dad, haha!

Hell yeah, I have to admit that I don’t curse THAT much in front of my parents,

But the word Stupid, Idiot, Crazy, Gila, Celaka, are often used XD

 

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8 Things I Treasured the Most:

8. My MP3, once I get my phone, it’ll be gone XD

7. My Laptop!! What will life be without a laptop or computer? Imagine that!

6. My room, which includes my comfy bed and my closet =)

5. My vanity counter, Ahaha, hell yeah, I love it, I love it!

4. My gym membership card =_______________=

3. Him, his existence in my life, although this relationship of us won’t last long,

But I hope that we’ll make it a long one, yeah?

2. My friends, my dears, my buddies, my pals, you name it, they’re in it!!!

1. I wouldn’t label my parents “thing”, but their existence in my life,

What will I be without them??
And Who am I, without them??? =)

 

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8 Programs I Watch:

8. Guess, Guess, Guess (Ahaha, I know, fucking lmfao!)

7. Brothers and Sisters

6. Friends

5. The Ellen Degeneres Show

4. The Simpson’s!

3. Ugly Betty

2. Hell’s Kitchen

1. America’s Next Top Model

 

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8 Songs I Listen to the Most:

8. Save Us All by Jeff Austin Black

Hey made me addicted to this song last night :X

7. Kelsey by Metro Station

5. Unstoppable by Kat De Luna

4. Crush by David Archuleta

3. Forever and Always by Taylor Swift

2. In the Ayer by Florida

1. Tongue Tied by Faber Drive

 

 

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<3 Darren Lim

Stuff I’ve managed to do In front of the guest:

 

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Peking Duck Roll

Lamb Shawarma

Pasta!

Beef Carving

Lamb Carving

Chicken Carving

 

 

Truffle Butter Sauce’s coming up next!!!

 

 

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<3 Darren Lim

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*Will you tell me to be strong
And that love will save us all
Save a place to rest our souls
Then survive*

-Jeff Austin Black

 

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I know!!! My bad!!!
I totally thought that I can pull things off,

To at least update my blog everyday,

Apparently, I can’t.

I failed.

 

Sorry everyone!!!
And thank you, to whoever who came and check my blog!!!
Thank you!!!!

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So, training has started!!!
Woohooo!!!

And I totally love my training!!!!
FYI, if you don’t know where I am now,

I’m currently having my internship at Mandarin Oriental KL.

Feel free to drop by to say hi =)

I’ll be more than happy to see you.

 

So yeah, I shall summarize everything, yeah??

 

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Monday:

Worked out before reporting to the HR at 9am. So yeah, basically just worked out for an hour. Boo!

Was kinda rush, and arrived to see other seniors around,                                                                                                                                                              

Was brought to Learning and Development department,

Was given a short orientation and locker keys plus name tag,

And hooray, I’m going to Kitchen first!!!
Kitchen 5 week, and Front Office for 5 weeks.

And I’m currently in Biba’s Kitchen =)

And my trainer is Chef Markus, yeah, he’s a German =)

So yeah, was brought to the Linen room to get our uniform, and to our locker,

And mine is right beside Inna, the bloody snobbish girl who bloody didn’t give a damn fuck at me when I tried to smile at her.

Was brought to Biba’s kitchen by the kitchen secretary with Goh, who’s going to
Pacifica’s kitchen.

Bloody hell, I wanted to go there!!!
But NVM, as Biba’s way fun for me!!!!

So yeah, was introduced to Chef Markus, and he brought me around and around and around.

Let me tell you, he’s way too cute to be a chef men!!
Haha, he’s a really, really, really nice guy!!!

 

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So basically, Biba’s Kitchen cooks for buffet breakfast, buffet lunch with ala carte, buffet dinner with ala carte for Biba’s Café, the main restaurant for breakfast.

Biba’s is in-charge of In Room Dining too, preparing breakfast for those big shots guest who’s too lazy to come down for breakfast.

Besides that, Biba’s cooks for the Sultan Lounge and Lounge on The Park,

And Cascade, the pool side restaurant, where there’s this small kitchen by the very hot pool side and bar! =)

Basically, yeah, we cover a BIG area!!!!

Chef Markus was so cool!!! Bringing me to the Shisha promotion area, haha!

And bringing me around, and apparently, the Wasabi Bistro that I wanna go to,

Is not under Mandarin Oriental, They’re a franchise outlet, and they just rent the place!!!

 

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So yeah, chef introduced me to everyone,

And I can just change my timetable ANYTIME, although it’s fixed,

Chef said that he’s cool with it, as long as I inform him.

And I can go to ANY section I want, be it Poolside or other side =)

He’s so cool!!!! =D

 

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So yeah, had to work from 11-7pm on my first day T_T

I was placed in the western side, as we have Asian and Western side, and the pantry where they prepare room and lounge’s order.

Don’t ask me, I have absolutely NO idea why they called it the pantry!!!

Was under Paul, this Kadazan guy from Sabah.

Everyone is VERY nice there, except this gay fella, well, I shall resume with him later.

So yeah, basically, I prepared the omelet’s ingredients for the next day,

Involved lots of dicing!!!!

And Pang, the 193cm (I just knew it today) guy taught me many stuff too =)

 

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Our buffet had all kinds of food!!!
From Japanese (Where this cutie wore a Japanese uniform =D) to Malay to Chinese to Indian to German to Arabian to Western to Middle Eastern (As it’s the Ninja’s season!) and other stuff.

ZOMFG, seeing the food, is making me hungry, especially the Japanese section!!
but I was too chicken to ask the cutie Kok Weng =-=

So yeah, chopped those stuff, and helped around with buffet closing,

Basically, it’s throwing back-up dishes and wrapping stuff, duh.

And Kok Weng went back at 3pm, and Azrin, was in charge of Japanese!
And no, he did not wear the Japanese uniform.

 

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Met Joe, the afternoon shift western guy, he was really cute eh!!!

That innocent look of his, haha!!!!
Paul refreshed me on how to make Hollandaise sauce, and Béarnaise sauce,

Apparently, I need to do it everyday. Good lord!!!

 

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And hooray!! Azrin taught me how to master the sushi body!!

Bwahahaha!!! I made my own Inari, Sushi, Tuna, Tempura and some white color fish and good lord,

He let me ate it!
He was like, u need to taste your product so you’ll know it well!!!
Bwahahaha!!! Well said, pal!!!! =D

 

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Joe was very nice! Even though I’m supposed to help him,

But he was like, you can go to other sections to learn if you want, cause I’ll just ask you to cut those boring stuff here,

And he added on, Happy Learning!!!
Awwww, how cute!!!!

Went to Japanese to have more fun, haha!

 

So yeah, went for break, ate alone =.=

Yeah, that IS sad!!!!

 

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Dinner was great!!!

I made Lamb Shawarma, if I get that correctly.

It’s something like grilled lamb in pita bread, so yeah.

It was way fun, and oh yeah, I OT for 45 minutes on my first day =.=

 

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And apparently, the head chef of Mandarin Oriental KL, Chef Marcel from Switzerland,

Wanna meet me!!
I was so shocked!!!
I was like, chef Markus, is this a good thing or a bad thing??

And ZOMFG, I met up with other ang-moh chef in the room too,

They’re super nice and super fucking cool!!
Especially Chef Marcel, he was like,

Anything you can come and see me personally,

And we want you to learn as much as you can,

And welcome to the team!!!
You can find me anytime, the door is ALWAYS open for you!!!

*Faints*

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Tuesday:

Woke up at 5am as my shift is 7am this week!!!!
Zzzz, I was wondering how I can wake up and make up all in 30 minutes last time!!!

I was really tired,

And hell, I had to like, walk until breathless every morning, in the dark from KLCC to hotel!!!

And bumped into Kok Weng with my torn jeans in the lift =.=

So yeah, went for a quick horrible breakfast,

Yeah, the food there… doesn’t suit me very well!!

And hooray! I’m in charge of bakery!!

Basically, it’s filling up the bread section, which is very far away, I mean, a distant.

But It was fun =D

 

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Met new faces again, the midnight shift people,

Raffie, who apparently goes to the same gym too,

Nelson, the very adorable nice cutie,

Saiful, the tall cute guy =D

 

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Chef Markus was really cute!
He came to me and was like,

Hey, have you watched Transformer eh????

=.=

I’ve watched it last night, it was very nice eh!!!

Cute, no???

 

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Met the gay fella, Shah.

Yeah, he is nice, but wtfuck men,

He wanna teach me, and asked me to ask him stuff,

And when I ask him and I asked if he’s busy, he’ll be like, I’m always busy.

=.=

As he asked me not to ask him when he’s busy, and he wants me to ask him when he said that he’s always busy.

And the way he said it is like so bossy, as if he’s the ONLY chef in the whole Biba’s kitchen.

 

Oh well, you know what??
I don’t give a fuck, I still have others to ask question.

Fuckever men!

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Went to Pastry kitchen during break,

Cause it IS the bakery’s duty to collect bread.

So yeah.

Have to do it, everyday -.-

 

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Went home quite early, at 3.15pm.

As I was rushing for a haircut with El and training with Don after that.

And yes, my hair is something like Agyness Deyn in the post below,

But it’s not THAT short men.

Mine is abit longer, but hell, I love it.

I need not blow it.

All I need to do is, just to add some bloody wax or clay or Fuckever spray and mess my hair up.

Bwahahaha!!!

 

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And hell, Don said that it’s nice.

That she wanna go and have a cut too.

But she was like, CIBAI when I told her it’s RM 85 per hair cut.

But it’s RM65 for guys, and she’s like,

Mine is RM 65 lah my hair so short =.=

 

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So yeah, went for my very tiring training session, like, so wtfuck men!!!
today’s training, involved lotsa… nipple =.=

I’m NOT KIDDING!!!

Don asked me to “burst” my fats on the stupid equipment which I HATE to do,

And I need to do for 15 minutes,

While she teach other, cause our session has already finished

But fuck it, I was so tired, that I went home!

 

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Wednesday:

Bakery again =D

Usually I’ll go for breakfast, but blah, I’ll just make myself a cup of tea.

Always see Leong, the Asian chef and Kok Weng, sitting and stare blankly into nowhere.

How cute!

 

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That gay fella was like, you need to ask me things if you wanna learn,

And on he goes saying how you need to ask and blah, blah, blah.

So yeah, end of story,

I hate him for  a moment!

 

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 “I noticed how less me and Kok Weng communicate,

IDK why, I just, feel kinda shy you know,

I can feel like, he’s always looking at me, or is it just me , being very, very sensitive??

I mean, the way he look at me, is not like how others look at me”

 

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Chef Markus is really cute, as usual!!!
Cause the hotel has this rule whereby you can’t carry your mobile to work,

I mean, who does that , right?
People can’t survive without it,

So the best way is to not get caught texting or talking on the phone

Yet when Roy was texting, Chef just stood beside him and was being a busybody

=.=

He was like, what model is this, eh??
and all those stuff, how fucking cute!!\

 

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Lunch was as usual, cut stuff, and I had to do those two sauces again.

Boohoo!!

But helped around even though it’s already passed 3pm, so yeah.

 

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But hell, I HAVE to admit that Wednesday was very fun!

We joked along, with *Ahem* Shah, Joe and Paul =D

Everyone was laughing so god damn hard that I had to vomit my saliva out =.=

 

Went to gym, hell yeah,2 hours and I’m more than satisfied!!!!

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Thursday:

Bakery again =D

 

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 “I see Kok Weng every morning, I can feel him looking at me when I enter the canteen,

All I can do is to act natural and just continue my morning tea, alone,

Yes, alone. As I dare not talk to him,

He’s just too cute to talk to!”

 

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I was really tired, and you know what?

I need not eat breakfast or go for lunch,

As I DON’T go for lunch, as the food just, doesn’t suit me at all!!!

I repeat, at all!!!!

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But hell, since I’m in charge of bakery,

I get to eat lotsa different types of pastries everyday,

There goes all the carbohydrate,

I mean, I just eat a few piece men.

And lotsa fruits!!!! =D

God damn it, I love watermelons, which I get to eat until I burst everyday!!! =D

 

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Lunch was the same. As usual =.=

And I was kinda in a rush to go home by 4pm,

As I really wanna work out longer,

And I’m pretty sure my sauce is nice,

But the fucker was like, it’s not good, cause it’s not made with a sincere heart.

FUCKEVER, HEY, I DID IT WITH ALL MY HEART,

AND EVEN THOUGH I WAS RUSHING, I’M BOTHERED TO PERFECT IT, ALRIGHT, IDIOT???

GET THIS: .l.

 

And the Indian chef, V, is very nice to give me a piece of cheese naan,

Ahaha!!! I love cheese!!!

 

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So yeah, went to gym, can’t be bothered, two hours, Bwahahaha!!!!

 

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Friday:

As usual, morning tea, saw him and Leong, as usual,

Him, staring blankly at nowhere, lol, how cute!!!

 

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Chef Markus was like, a week has passed, eh??
Where you wanna go next week???
If you want I can place you at Cascade, but it’s 3-11pm, if you’re okay with it,

As they’re having the BBQ dinner eh, so you can see =D

Chef Markus, you’re adorably my idol!!

 

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And fuck men, the FUCKER SHAH, ZOMFG,

I was helping Roy to bloody peel off the shell of the hard-boiled eggs slowly,

And he wants a really nice surface and all those stuff,

So I was doing it slowly,

And the FUCKER SHAH came to me and was like,

OMG you don’t even know how to peel an egg shell??
What do you at home??
your mom do everything and you never do anything???
Like, WTFUCK I’m telling you!!!!
I just stared cock at him!!!

Like, wtfuck, I’m helping around, and you come to me, and say that to me for no reason??

 

FUCK YOU SHAHRIZAL, YOU’RE ONE BIG IDIOT ARSEHOLE WHO JUST KNOW HOW TO ACT GAY INFRONT

AND DON’T’FUCKING ACT AS IF YOU’RE SMART CAUSE IF YOU ARE, YOU’LL BE WEARING A BIG HAT INSTEAD OF A SMALL HAT NOW!!!!

 

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And yes!!! I’m go damn happy!!!
I managed to finish all the chopping like, an hour and half before buffet close!!
usually I’ll finish it like, when the buffet close, which is around 2.45 =.=

Went to the dessert section to have fun with Rajah =D

And fuck, he was really nice =D

And the pastry looked really good!!!

 

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I’ve like, talked to another Japanese chef, I mean, yeah, in Japanese uniform, Ming Yao.

He’s nice too!!!

Everyone there is nice, charming, cute, hot and young!!
Haha!!!
Oh well, except some Fucker!

 

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I was really satisfied,

And after clearing stuff, did my sauces, again -.-

And guess what, the fucker came to me,

I’m sorry I can’t teach you stuff today,

As I’m very busy, you know,

I have a lot of assignment to do,

 

Like, FUCKEVER, HELLO, I DON’T GIVE A SHIT!

I STILL HAVE OTHER CHEF TO TEACH ME, YOU KNOW?!

 

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So yeah, and before I left, the fucker was writing things on the board,

And I came across this rare name sauce,

Okay, I just haven’t heard of it.

So what I do? ASK!

And he was like, oh this is vegetable soup and he paused,

He was like, can you ask me later on?

IM WRITING THINGS NOW YOU KNOW??

SO PLEAE, UNDERSTAND YAH?

 

WTFUCK!

Screw you, you faggot!!!

 

I just left, without waiting for him.

Boo him men.

 

And, the best part is, HE’S ON LEAVE UNTIL Thursday!!!

YAY!!! NO FUCKER UNTIL THURSDAY!!!! =D

 

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Went to gym, was working out halfway when Alo the Mocha Cat came and pat me =D

How nice to see her again, how nice to be able to bully her,

Although I didn’t manage to do that! Hmph!!!

And wtfuck, I worked out for 2 hours before I have to leave Cath for work =-=

I’m so sorry my dear!!!

 

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Saturday:

It’s Saturday people!!!
a week had passed, how fast!!!
I was in a real good mood, as *ahem* fucker is not here~

 

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Was in bakery, as usual, and ZOMFG,

Today was kinda busy,

That I’ve finished my supply of bread.

And Yay!!!
I’ve managed to make an omelet after my big failure in college =P

 

I’m so proud!!!
Made chocolate chip pancake =D

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Called dearest Jeanette during break,

Heck, she is busy dating now -.-

I must sign her “Appointment Log Book” like, 2 years ahead already.

Since she’s always pre-book before anyone!!!!
Mr. Jermyn, boleh pinjam Jeanette sekejap kah!!!!!

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So yeah, I’m fucking proud of myself!!!
finished everything, including sauce before 3pm!!!
Bwahahaha!!!

 

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Pang was so cute!!
he was singing and cleaning his stuff,

Imagine that, a Cantonese song some more, haha!!
He reminds me of some cartoon, but IDK which one, really cute!!!

 

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Went back and found out that Kok Weng was behind me,

IDK why was he walking so fast,

As I was on the phone with Sammie the Whammie,

And I walked pretty fast,

And when I turned behind,

His face was all bloody red and sweats are like, Woah, all over his face,

And he looked really… sweaty…

Asked him how is he going back and yeah.

Didn’t talk much -.-

 

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“I got this crazy feeling that you wanna be near to me,

To catch up with me, to see where I’m walking to,

Tell me, am I right, or I just have my feelings all mixed up?”

 

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Bought sushi home for dinner =D

Watched some bloody lame reality show, oh well.

Mom promised me that she’ll let me wake up late tomorrow, haha,

As she’s gonna do that too, LOL!!!!!

 

Till then.

Shall write more tomorrow, yeah??

 

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<3 Darren Lim