F a d e I n t o Y o u

*I lose my way 

And it's not too long before you point it out 

I cannot cry 

Because I know that's weakness in your eyes 

I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh

Every day of my life 

My heart can't possibly break 

When it wasn't even whole to start with*

-Kelly Clarkson

Went out to my ex-crush’s house at the land of Sah-Tay, Kajang, so yeah.

Had our lunch there with lotsa sah-tay, of course,

And his mom cooked like, a whole lotsa food.

Was kinda emo as I know that I wont be able to see baby today, so yeah.

Played with my BFF, wan lu, which is his sister,

And boy, it’s good to meet back with old friends  

Accompany dad for breakfast in Kajang after dropping mom and sis and my aunt at his house, so yeah.

Daddy sorta said that he can bring me to Sky Bar this Saturday,

But what the heck, all of a sudden he’s like, Fuck!!!!

I’m like, what what what!!! Don’t tell me you can’t make it!!!

Dad face goes =___________________________=

I might be away from Wednesday until Sunday

=__________________________________________=

Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay lah, maybe I won’t go la, to the ceremony!

Nvm lah…u go lah…..It’s important lah…..Sky Bar won’t run away….T_T

=_____________________________________=

Just promise me that u’ll bring me there one day, yeah??

Okay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  

So yeah, dad was really cute when he played with me and my sister  

I can see myself rushing for assignments now, grrrrr.

Wtheck men!!!!!!!

I hate myself and my procrastinating attitude.

Can someone take this devil part of mine away from me????

So, went to my dad’s gorgeous friend’s house to see his cat

=_______________________________________=

Yeah, to see his cat XD

Nah, I think my cat is much more cuter XD

Damn tomboy weh the cat, always hunt for fight with others cat!!!!

And boy, she likes to eat squid =_____________________________=

Dad bought us ice creams before we left XD

On our way back, fuck it, our car broke down.

And there’s this Indian guy came over and stopped,

And I thought, owh look, another busybody!!!!

But boy, I didn’t know that Malaysians can be so helpful lor.

He went back and forth twice to get us stuff to repair our car,

So yeah.

Imagine, sitting on the side of Jalan Duta for few hours.

I’m still wondering how the heck I can tahan so long,

And be so patient in that few hours time XD

So yeah, car broke down again in Sentul.

Wtfuck men!!!!

Thank gawd dad speed like super fast after chilling it,

And yeah, finally!!!Reached home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Called baby when the car broke down,

And he kinda sounded happy when he picked up my call, so yeah  

Told him that I wont be able to get him out for dinner, so yeah.

Miss baby now, but nvm, at least I heard his voice  

Gahhhh, I’m freaking tired and sleepy,

Just fed my cat sah-tay XD

Boy, he likes it!!!!

And my aunty was like, eh your cat named Et, I have a cat named Alien!

LOL!!!!!

Owh and, Alocat sorta gave me a new nickname,

And I gave her a new one too XD

Alocat shall be known as Marcath from today onwards!!!!

And me, I’m Darvan!!!

Ehhehehehe, great minds think alike XD

I think I’m gonna bring Darren for his haircut tomorrow, can’t wait for it  

And thanks daddy, for giving me extra few bucks when I asked for it XD

Je T’aime Dad-deeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!XD

Okay, I love you all the time, not only when u give me money oni lah!

<3 Darren Lim!!!!

*Oh I had a lot to say, was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren’t the same
‘Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry, it makes me want to die*
-Buckcherry

Had a lovely evening with Baby today, despite all the noise in night market.
Yeah, we went to the night market only lah, no biggie!!!

Baby drove us there, and i can smell his body shampoo when he entered the car.
it’s so familiar, yeah, i think dad uses the same one too.
Protex, i think, how can baby be so sweet…

Baby bought soy drink, and mixed rice, baby even bought vegetables,
how cute.
i bought spring rolls and fried noodles, woohoo!!!
Baby’s fingers touched mine when he transfer his stuff to me to let me hold,
awwwww, baby’s so cute!
And when we arrive his place, he was like, let me go over to your side to take it.

How sweet!!!!!
I’m currently really sleepy, all of a sudden.
I need baby, i wanna hug him to sleep.

I wanna bring baby out for a special dinner on his birthday,
but baby might be taking leave, so yeah..for few days somemore.
Aihz, i can feel that i’ll be missing him deeply until i go insane.

“Will you let me be the one celebrating your birthday with you?
All i want is to keep you happy on that special day,
I wanna make everything perfect for you”

I love you, Darren Lim.

<3 Darren Lim

<3 Darren

<3 Darren Lim.

*I’m in love with you from the moment i fuck you*

Anywhoo, my eyeballs almost popped out when dad agrees to bring me to Sky Bar to see the place after I told him that I wanna go there and do observation plus drinking. Hahaha, imagine, I mean like, who brings their parents to Sky Bar?? Usually it’s like, friends, chill out and???

I guess I’m the minor here, I wanna hang out with my parents, I wanna let them share my matter too, and dad agrees!!! I was like, see pa, who brings their parents to bar? Usually its friend only, you see, your daughter is different!!! XD

So yeah, dad agrees, but said that this Saturday he can’t make it, like, Woah, so fast!!!! Lol, dad is too efficient sometimes!!!!

So yeah, I’m tagging my dearest Poppy and IceQueen along, I don’t care; we must at least do something before separating for our training.

I’m so gonna miss them, especially Poppy, chose to go so far!!!

I chose
Hong Kong, worse, Poppy must be thinking like this

>_______________________________<

Yeah, I’m gonna miss everyone,

And, Kelly Lee:

I’ve registered our marriage the other day,

When can we try our bridal gown??

And pick our wedding date, alright??

<3 Yea Sun, Shyan, Kelly Lee

“Love does not refer to HIM every second,

Love refers to everyone”

<3 Darren Lim.

*It’s undeniable that we should be together
It’s unbelievable, how I used to say that I’d fall never
The basis is need to know
If you just don’t know how I feel
Then let me show you that now I’m for real
If all the things in time, time will reveal

It’s undeniable that we should be together
It’s unbelievable, how I used to say that I’d fall never
The basis is need to know
If you just don’t know how I feel
Then let me show you that now I’m for real
If all the things in time, time will reveal*
- Brian McKnight

So yeah, my blog is being a bitch now,

Have to write in Microsoft word and copy paste everything back.
Well it isn’t my blog’s fault; more like it’s the fucking internet problem,

Saying got virus whatever and recommends me not to continue,

Like, hello? Who’s using it now?

Anywhoo, remember me mentioning about my batch’s forum?
Yeah, it was pretty successful, and I’m so proud of it!!!

Our speakers from Westin and Traders totally rocked our socks off!!!!

Lotsa people came, the ones that made a deal with us and the ones that we’ve never even invited, so yeah ;D

Our lecturers were cool too, especially the ever-so-cute Mr. Garrett, who can’t even let go of his accounting for once, and linked it to the forum.

I mean, yeah it was a smart question, so yeah, pretty interesting!
Was rushing to do the speaker’s profile before the forum in like,

30 minutes, but in the end, they only used it like, 5 seconds ;(

Anywhoo, thanks again everyone who came!!!
Appreciates all your time, even though some of you just sat there and doze of as you’re not bothered to listen, but yeah, thanks for wasting your time for us

Forum went on really well, and I can’t even imagine the bees that flock off to see the speakers, especially Mr. Jerald from Westin, because he has the “cool” look I guess, but come on, asking for his number right after the forum??
Isn’t it abit… whatever u says or think!!
Yeah, I’m thinking of the same thing!!!

Well, it’s good too, you know, to show the speakers that we valued them.

And the promotion team really did a very good job!!
I’m so proud of everyone!!!!!!!!! And the crowds, gosh, it’s amazing!!!!
I had to jot down like, EVERYTHING throughout the forum, so yeah,

4 pages of notes, imagine that, to be submitted.

WHO NOMINATED ME AS SECRETARY???!!!!!!
*Chops off everyone’s head*

Things don’t go as well as we think sometime.

Poor Zombie, our chairperson, was admitted to the hospital the day before.

For all of you who didn’t know, yeah.

Poor guy, he stressed so much for this forum,

In the end he can’t make it to see his effort.

His hand sorta goes through the glass or something until his nerve almost broke off,

And he  had to go for operation like, during the forum.

Thank god everything is alright, but I still feel bad, very bad,

As I really can feel that he wanted to be there,

After all the sacrifices and hard work…

Get well soon, pal!!!

Went to KLCC with Poppy and Ice Queen, as usual,

But didn’t go for movie,

Cause poppy might fall asleep during the movie, so yeah, Haha.

Went for dinner and had pasta with them,

While poppy ate a wrongly-overlook-2000kcal-burger and she freaked out when I said that XD
sorry Dear!!!!!

Walked around like, really walked around, and settled down at San Francisco Coffee after getting Auntie Anne’s pretzel

Boy, Extreme Mocha is nice!!!

Until baby called!

I invited him for our little dinner session initially and he said ok.

Oh btw, Baby didn’t go to his gf’s house today!!!!
I was like, shouting and smiling and poppy don’t know whether to feel happy or sad, LOL!!!

Poppy, I’m happy!!!!!!

And when we reached KL Central, baby sms-ed saying that he don’t wanna go,

And I called him when he arrived and he said that he’s still working, so yeah.

Waited and waited, until he called, as mentioned above XD

Went down to Rotiboy to check out breads before going back,

And Shyan decided to count the sesame!!!
LOL, how cute is that??!!!!

Baby called and asked me for dinner, at Sakae Sushi, again!!!!
So yeah, went up and had dinner, but I was fucking full!!!!
And baby kept asking me to eat, but I was too full that I feel like vomiting while in the train!!!!
We chat quite a lot too, today, and baby actually went for lunch at Sakae with his boss, but he didn’t enjoy it,

So that means, he enjoy it with me lah?

LOL, I’m flattered!!!
*Flies up to the sky and bumped into cupids*

So yeah, took taxi back, baby treat me for the ride

Thanks baby!!!!

Currently, I’m texting baby, yeah, most probably going for haircut tomorrow,

I mean him, not me yet, I wanna enjoy my hair to the max!!!!
Sorry Miss Ruth, but you know what? I promise I’m gonna change soon!!!!

I love Baby I love Baby!!!

Je T’aime, Darren Lim!!!

<3 Darren Lim!!!!!

<3 darren

Gym session starts next week!!!
Till then