F a d e I n t o Y o u

I’ve learned how to appreciate them, and all their lame jokes
and preppy attitude!!!!
I miss them alot, i’m gonna miss them alot,
definately.
I was supposed to go for turndown on friday,
but friday is a heavy departure day,
as the Standard Chartered people leave Imperial,
after one month messing up the hotel,
they booked about 100++ rooms,
and our departure was like, 200++ that day.
Owh and, Mr.Frittzzzz, the CEO of Starwood worldwide,yo,
came to our hotel, on the same day,
so it was one heavy heavy buzy buzy day.
And i offered to help out, in cleaning the rooms,
instead of turning downs the rooms,
at least i can finish early

The assistant Manager, Mei ling asked me to go at 10am,
but i went at 8am anyway, and worked till 6pm++,
OT lah if u can’t get it,
but i don’t mind,
cause i was having tooooooooooo much fun,
all of a sudden i was hyper high,
with Rai and Laura, the supervisor,
Rai is a room attendant from Nepal, not the supervisor, LOL,
And Laura is the tomboy supervisor i’ve mentioned in my previous post,
IF you can get what i meant in that.
Rai asked Kak Nani(the one i’m supposed to help after lunch, as kak suzana went home early,
cause her husband was admitted),
He asked her to let me help him, instead of her,
i’m like .. -.-
Wthell,
but Kak Nani still keep me with her
But the thing is, Diana (other trainne from Sarawak) is always helping Kak Nani,
and that day she was with Kak Mahani,
and usually that stupid Rai did not asked help from her,
but he keep asking me to help him, until Saturday also.
Deng deng deng deng -.-
Budak Gatal -.-
and when i gave him 3 jellies,
he took one, and said “this is our friendship gift”
How cute!!!!!!

Yesterday i went to Pavilion with Sammie Whammie and took her around the hotel,
and went for turndown at 1pm, till 8.30pm.
It was fun, and super fast with Kak Norehan

Owh and the high thing with Laura, she kept puji me,
said im rajin
*Berlagak la ni*
She kinda offered to send me home, asked if im staying anywhere near Ong Tai Kim,
im like…. -.-
She was kinda…lmao fun -.-
but she was okay with me, and asked me to sue the company for paying me Rm100/month only -.-
Everything was fun,fun,fun..
and i don’t wanna leave Housekeeping.
And owh, the Manager, Miss Helen, she’s from Taylors too!!!
And she knows Miss Lay Bee, she was super super nice
I love everyone in Housekeeping,
except that Chinese old bitch, Carol or Karen,
who berlagak like she’s soooooo smart or anything,
and can’t stop cursing and mentioning ‘lan jiao’

Owh and on Friday, i met ‘Benny” from Essence,
he was wayyyyy funny

Friday is the best day ever!!!!!!!!!
Maybe its the Standard Chartered luck u know..
Owh, and did i mentioned that,
i received a USD10 on that day toooooo!!!!!

I don’t wanna leave Housekeeping!!!
I’m just kinda dreaded to go to Trainee department
Well, i might ask Miss Helen to ask Miss Apple to let me stay in HK for like,
1 more week, so i will have to go to Trainee department for 2 weeks only,
or less!!!
Please Please Please Miss helen!!!!
Owh, and the Executive Housekeeper, Miss Hannah from England,
She was super nice tooo!!!!
I’m lovin’ everyone in Housekeeping!!!!!

Owh, and i get to clean Miss Janet Mcnaab room,
she’s the director of sales and marketing,
for Starwood, Asia pacific,
her room was…..
too many stuff la!!!!! :/

However, i think my feeling is mixed up right now again,
it’s not really deep yet, and i hope that it wont be deeper anyone,
as i don’t wanna be hurt again.
But this whole case is totally different!!!!

Different face,
different body (Horribly thin),
Different Hair,
Different Eyes,
Different Voice,
Different Character,
Different style.

Everything about that person is just so different!!!
I’m even asking myself how the hell can i give my feelings out to that person.
what.the.heck.

But her hand is troubling her,
so she was assigned to the Laundry department,
as it’s less hectic and tiring.
Owh how i miss her.
She’s so cute and fun

Yet…….
Kak Yati.M and Kak Nong hate each other!!!!
i like both of them,
i respect both of them,
they treat me super nice,
they treat me as a friend, rather than a slave,
they like me and i like them,
i sayang them,
but they hate each other…
it came out from their own mouth….
what the heck…….
but, no worries, as i will try to be the peacemaker of HK department of Hotel Imperial!
Muahahaha, as if i can be that :/

Anyway, i’m thinking of becoming over bersemangat and go back during the offday,
as much as i hate to admit it,
i’m dying to see someone.
Owh fuck, i’m bisexual right now.
Owh fuck.Owh shit.Owh lord.Owh dear.
Hahahaha as if i can become a bi,
only Angelina Jolie and Lindsay Lohan can pull that off!!!
What.the.heck.

All the memories, will be remembered forever,
and it won’t leave my brain,
no matter how hard i try,
how hard i’m trying to escape,
or how buzy i occupied myself with,
i still can’t get over it.

I’ve controlled my tears these few days,
and tell myself to be strong,
and i will have a better life, hopefully.
But somehow, deep inside me,
i still can’t manage it.
Can someone just save me out of all these suffering?

Please, i need help.
And the help that i get,
hopefully, it can heal me…
hopefully.

Had a brief overview of what is the Six Sigma,Safety and Security,
The Luxury Collection brand, Sales and Marketing, the SPG program and all.
owh, and we had treasure hunt too, where my team won the hunt,
Yay!!!
I was kinda amazed, as all the speakers or coordinator are all the big shots
of the hotel, such as the Director of S&M, Director of Communication,
Director of FnB, The General Manager, Exec Housekeeper,
Executive Chef, and even the Regional Director of Six Sigma of Starwood for
SEA region, something like that, all of them hold big post,
so it’s kinda awesome, and the best thing was, they were fun and friendly,
even the Security Officer, something close to Manager la.

And even the Training Director, Mr.Azlin who’s incharged of us,
was way fun and…open!Hahaha, he even said that by not having sex for a long time,
a guy or a girl will actually have more stress or something like that,
and he even touched about Masturbation in a joking manner and a “closed” way,
Wthell right, he was so fun!!!!!!!!!

Well, everything is alright in Hotel Imperial now,
and I’m glad that Miss Apple did not find any fault with me today,
as i gladly and automatically tried to not be in her way and whatsoever,
and i tried to do my best,
as i wanna prove to her that,
well i’m not whatever that she thinks i am, the negative part,
but, i don’t care, just that,
Impression plays a big role, i just wanna prove her wrong.

Woah, What is my name now???

As usual, Miss Apple conducted the whole thing,
and today is the first day i met the GM, who just arrived here today too,
after being transferred from Westin Langkawi, Mr Wolfgang Boettcher.
Heard that he always approach staff and ask them all sorts of things,
but he was really nice today.
Met the FnB Director too, Mr Carloz from Spain,
the way he talked was really cute,
and remind me of my french lecturers in college,
how i miss them
Met the training director, Mr Azlin Latiff, as he replaced Mr.Mark Fergusan,
who interviewed me for the scholarship,
and he has been transferred to Four Points by Sheraton at Kuching,
scheduled to be open by Christmas,
Starwood-fan, take note.
And St.Regis is gonna open at the opposite of The National Musuem by 2014,
i think it’s gonna be located somewhere near Carcosa i think.
Take note too.

Went for tour again, and to rooms, which i considered myself lucky,
as the others did not get to see the largest suite,
The Imperial Suite, the most expensive one,
and there’s only one in Hotel Imperial.
But i get the chance to clean that room yesterday,
lucky lucky!
And it cost a fucking RM19000 per night,
anyone????

Went to the owner of Imperial’s room too, some Indonesian guy.
He owns 50% and Starwood 50%, something like that,
he stays in the Ambassador Suite,
there’re only 2 Ambassador Suite, but only 1 sellable,
as the other has been refurnised for the owner,
and cost a minimum of Rm5k per night.

Well, at least it’s cheaper than the Imperial Suite, aite??

And *sigh*, here comes my downness:
i think Miss Apple kinda u know, prejudice towards me,
as when she wanna have quiz bout the hotel and asked if we’re ready,
i Said “No” and she said “you’re always not ready lah”
I’m like wtfuck now, what problem u have with me now women?

Maybe it’s just her attitude, but she Need NOT be rude with me right,
since yesterday, even if she’s not,
well try to change the way she talks,
She do not know that she’s hurting people with her so-called words.

I have to continue washing toilet and vacuuming rooms
and aching my backbone for like,
Next few days??!!!!

It’s true that i’m having zoats of fun right now,
but the tiredness is like….. .l.
and it’s like, u can’t do without eating!!!!!!

I did not ate breakfast yesterday and i barely have the energy to do!!!
Owh my gawd!!!!!!

But i’m gonna FORCE myself to enjoy every moment!

Work that arse u bitch!!!!